Just Shoot Me!
I seem to be saying that a lot lately.
Honestly I am very frustrated. I have barely any hours at work, I am depressed and my fiance isn't being helpful about the whole wedding planning. It sucks!
I am just so frustrated. Honestly at this point I don't even want to get married. I don't want to plan it anymore. I don't want to deal with it.
I am tired of being told that I am being a brat about planning my own wedding. (Yeah isn't that wonderful to hear?)
It's turning into and us vs them about my wedding. (Basically, me against my fiance and his parents.) Everything I do is being rude to his parents in some way. Not that his parents have said word one to me about it. No, I just hear all of this through him. WHen I talk to them they do not mention any of it and I am not going to bring it up.
It's amazing how much I am editing my thoughts for this entry. I didn't think that was humanly possible. But I guess it just falls under the category of I can complain about my loved ones but if you do I will take you out sort of thing.
Ugh! I just don't want to deal with this anymore.
I just got told that I better like the place we are going to look at tomorrow. What kind of thing is that to say? Seriously?
I feel like I am being backed into a corner. I cannot talk to my fiance about the wedding or the wedding plans. He just thinks he has the answer and since I don't like it I am the one being ungrateful.
Like I said, this is no longer and us decision. It's a 'Well, my parents are only going to pay for this' decision.
Ugh......
Somebody save me....
Honestly I am very frustrated. I have barely any hours at work, I am depressed and my fiance isn't being helpful about the whole wedding planning. It sucks!
I am just so frustrated. Honestly at this point I don't even want to get married. I don't want to plan it anymore. I don't want to deal with it.
I am tired of being told that I am being a brat about planning my own wedding. (Yeah isn't that wonderful to hear?)
It's turning into and us vs them about my wedding. (Basically, me against my fiance and his parents.) Everything I do is being rude to his parents in some way. Not that his parents have said word one to me about it. No, I just hear all of this through him. WHen I talk to them they do not mention any of it and I am not going to bring it up.
It's amazing how much I am editing my thoughts for this entry. I didn't think that was humanly possible. But I guess it just falls under the category of I can complain about my loved ones but if you do I will take you out sort of thing.
Ugh! I just don't want to deal with this anymore.
I just got told that I better like the place we are going to look at tomorrow. What kind of thing is that to say? Seriously?
I feel like I am being backed into a corner. I cannot talk to my fiance about the wedding or the wedding plans. He just thinks he has the answer and since I don't like it I am the one being ungrateful.
Like I said, this is no longer and us decision. It's a 'Well, my parents are only going to pay for this' decision.
Ugh......
Somebody save me....