just some randomness!
Alright here is some randomness for ya!!!
*I am finally getting over what ever type of flu I had.
*It is finally racing season and I am so stoked!
*Kurtis and I are talking again. I don't trust him and have not forgotten but I just basically said, "fuck it" and listened to what he had to say.
*Kurtis and I have been talking a lot about how much we are worried about Travis. It just feels like we have lost him too. I guess in a way we kind of did because a piece of him is gone now. We are just wishing for the best and hoping he will come back to us and trying to assist him along the way. We know it will take time but it hurts us that he is so deeply depressed even though he wont say anything.
*My sister and I are better now, we are talking a lot more and haning out again.
*I am working a lot these days and I am glad because it is time that I get ahead and stay ahead.
*Looking for a job in the career field you want is almost impossible in Michigan.
*^^^ means that I may have to network outside of the state.
*Huls fixed my computer. This is a very very good thing.
*I am sooooooo ready for a change.
*I have figured out that the one person that I have liked for a while is a big waste of time. He is so selfish and I don't know if I can really handle it. I am sick of being a convienence for him. I am sick of waiting for something that may not really be worthwhile in the end. I am sick of him disappointing me. So, basically, I am SICK of being on the back burner or in racing terms...finishing second with him. I don't know if my expectations were realistic or not but, at some point throughout the time I have known him they weren't. So much has changed now, it is kind of crazy for me to think that things could ever just be like they used to. "I'm givin up on love, cuz loves given up on me!"
*School is almost done for the year and I find myself struggling. It's not that my classes are any harder or anyting. It is that I have less and less time to do stuff and I feel no ambition to do my homework.
*We are trying to figure out a weekend that a bunch of the racer people can come over for a lil get together. I can't wait. We are gonna tear it up!
With that said, I am done!
Love Always,
Jamie Mae**
"Should I be happy because we are friends or be sad because that is all we will ever be?"
*I am finally getting over what ever type of flu I had.
*It is finally racing season and I am so stoked!
*Kurtis and I are talking again. I don't trust him and have not forgotten but I just basically said, "fuck it" and listened to what he had to say.
*Kurtis and I have been talking a lot about how much we are worried about Travis. It just feels like we have lost him too. I guess in a way we kind of did because a piece of him is gone now. We are just wishing for the best and hoping he will come back to us and trying to assist him along the way. We know it will take time but it hurts us that he is so deeply depressed even though he wont say anything.
*My sister and I are better now, we are talking a lot more and haning out again.
*I am working a lot these days and I am glad because it is time that I get ahead and stay ahead.
*Looking for a job in the career field you want is almost impossible in Michigan.
*^^^ means that I may have to network outside of the state.
*Huls fixed my computer. This is a very very good thing.
*I am sooooooo ready for a change.
*I have figured out that the one person that I have liked for a while is a big waste of time. He is so selfish and I don't know if I can really handle it. I am sick of being a convienence for him. I am sick of waiting for something that may not really be worthwhile in the end. I am sick of him disappointing me. So, basically, I am SICK of being on the back burner or in racing terms...finishing second with him. I don't know if my expectations were realistic or not but, at some point throughout the time I have known him they weren't. So much has changed now, it is kind of crazy for me to think that things could ever just be like they used to. "I'm givin up on love, cuz loves given up on me!"
*School is almost done for the year and I find myself struggling. It's not that my classes are any harder or anyting. It is that I have less and less time to do stuff and I feel no ambition to do my homework.
*We are trying to figure out a weekend that a bunch of the racer people can come over for a lil get together. I can't wait. We are gonna tear it up!
With that said, I am done!
Love Always,
Jamie Mae**
"Should I be happy because we are friends or be sad because that is all we will ever be?"