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it breaks my heart to write this. I dont think im going to be able to keep little steve much longer. He is really sick. Its nothing i have done. He had a pretty bad virus as well as a parasite when i got him, but was just not showing symptoms or anything. tuesday he kinda started his nose dive. from then on its been pretty frustrating and scary. everything is so expensive. i mean, i know i said i could and would pay for his medical bills, but this isnt fair. i feel like a little kid saying that. but really, for a kitty that really doesnt look like he would make it, its ridiculous to pay so much to "give him a chance." so many things are going wrong with him. everything is so unbelievably expensive. hes not eating. hes throwing up. all he does is lay there now.
he is such a sweet kitty. really, a perfect kitty. i couldnt ask for a more playful, sweet, cuddly, beautiful little guy. its exactly what i have been begging for the last however many years of my life. i have always wanted a little kitty. this was supposed to be a very happy time, where i get to watch my baby kitty grow into a beautiful adult cat.
i never wanted to deal with this. never even imagined it could happen. it has hit like a truck and i am feeling so down because of it. i know hes just a cat. i know ive had him for less than a week. but he has a special place in my heart. i dont want to see him hurting.
he is such a sweet kitty. really, a perfect kitty. i couldnt ask for a more playful, sweet, cuddly, beautiful little guy. its exactly what i have been begging for the last however many years of my life. i have always wanted a little kitty. this was supposed to be a very happy time, where i get to watch my baby kitty grow into a beautiful adult cat.
i never wanted to deal with this. never even imagined it could happen. it has hit like a truck and i am feeling so down because of it. i know hes just a cat. i know ive had him for less than a week. but he has a special place in my heart. i dont want to see him hurting.