[IC (Elryck)] Entry 9
I don't think it's working.
The little bit I managed so far's been all I can do. No matter how hard I try I just can't
They tell me to just open myself up to the Light and let it happen, I can sort of feel it and get a little bit but...I feel something else there too. Something I can touch a lot easier. Something that feels...
Powerful.
Maybe I'm never gonna be a healer, but I can still make something of myself without the fel. I mean, it's not demonic this time, I can handle this and oh nether I missed having power I just need to learn how to use it
I know he'll be disappointed but if I can't heal well enough what else am I gonna do? Just...ignore that this is there and I can use it?
The little bit I managed so far's been all I can do. No matter how hard I try I just can't
They tell me to just open myself up to the Light and let it happen, I can sort of feel it and get a little bit but...I feel something else there too. Something I can touch a lot easier. Something that feels...
Powerful.
Maybe I'm never gonna be a healer, but I can still make something of myself without the fel. I mean, it's not demonic this time, I can handle this and oh nether I missed having power I just need to learn how to use it
I know he'll be disappointed but if I can't heal well enough what else am I gonna do? Just...ignore that this is there and I can use it?