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20...the year of self-reliance, involuntary. in other words i'm lonely. my "best" friend "forgets" to call me on my birthday. i haven't had a girlfriend in over 2 years. it feels like I'm going through so much...i'd feel better if i had someone with me through it all. maybe not tho, and it's unnecessary. i can do it and it'll make me a better person? oh no this again 8\
but yeah, definately ready for some intimate relations with a female...but i'm really not in a position for a relationship now- too much going on to dedicate the time/money/emotion. but i do want one, sooner than later.
day 1 of my smoke free life...bleh! i was considering buying a pack of cigarettes. i can quit that later, the other thing is definately impending. and then it might be easier to quit one at a time. especially if i'm going to try to start drinking more, it'd be nice to have a cigarette to match the alcohol. but i really shouldn't.
okay, gonna try to get some sleep...when am I going to face the music?
but yeah, definately ready for some intimate relations with a female...but i'm really not in a position for a relationship now- too much going on to dedicate the time/money/emotion. but i do want one, sooner than later.
day 1 of my smoke free life...bleh! i was considering buying a pack of cigarettes. i can quit that later, the other thing is definately impending. and then it might be easier to quit one at a time. especially if i'm going to try to start drinking more, it'd be nice to have a cigarette to match the alcohol. but i really shouldn't.
okay, gonna try to get some sleep...when am I going to face the music?