this elevator only goes up to ten...
i freaked this dutch today that crushed me hard. I smoked it with milley-o. during conversation he brings up how he was doing this one chick 8P describing the experience and keeps saying "ya know?" well...no I don't. I told him i haven't had sex yet. he put it simply, "Why not?" like it was a new soda flavor that was the shit. you haven't tried it yet? why don't you go ahead and do that. and supposidly it's that easy. i guess i've been too naive to recognize any opportunity, or too unpretentious to push the issue, ever. and now I have soo many other things to worry about. I may really, really, very badly, want to intimately know a woman, but its not the most important thing in my life, and it does not define me. it'll happen...i'm too good-looking ;D
i really would like to devote more time to pursuing female relations...but i'm in no position right now. maybe in a few months. one beneficial topic drawn from today's discussion was that I should go back to TCC for 2 years, like originally planned. except this time i think i'd pursue a degree in teaching preparation or something, and do my focus later. because i still don't know what i want to teach. i like the idea of high school kids because i can demand more from them, and really touch some deep issues. but younger children will be more innocent, and impressionable. im really liking the idea of teaching a foreign language. but whatever the course, i'm sort of counting on meeting a girl along the way. in my opinion college would be the perfect atmosphere to find a worthy partner.
1. menu test tomorrow. hopefully, if all goes well, i'll start to make mucho dinero.
2. bills and the major impending event. this threatens to consume a large period of my upcoming life.
3. school. starting over at TCC, talking with a counselor on how to do so.
4. Girls. bottom of the list, top of my mind.
and jamming fits in there, along with the lack of a social life. wish me luck on the test tomorrow, that is the first in quite a few turning points.
i really would like to devote more time to pursuing female relations...but i'm in no position right now. maybe in a few months. one beneficial topic drawn from today's discussion was that I should go back to TCC for 2 years, like originally planned. except this time i think i'd pursue a degree in teaching preparation or something, and do my focus later. because i still don't know what i want to teach. i like the idea of high school kids because i can demand more from them, and really touch some deep issues. but younger children will be more innocent, and impressionable. im really liking the idea of teaching a foreign language. but whatever the course, i'm sort of counting on meeting a girl along the way. in my opinion college would be the perfect atmosphere to find a worthy partner.
1. menu test tomorrow. hopefully, if all goes well, i'll start to make mucho dinero.
2. bills and the major impending event. this threatens to consume a large period of my upcoming life.
3. school. starting over at TCC, talking with a counselor on how to do so.
4. Girls. bottom of the list, top of my mind.
and jamming fits in there, along with the lack of a social life. wish me luck on the test tomorrow, that is the first in quite a few turning points.