so into him...

[traci0417]

have you ever been so into someone that sometimes you feel like you can't breath? It unbelievable the way i feel about dru. I kno, everyone can say what they want.. its just highschool, and yes i never thought that i would fall for someone this hard in highschool but it happened and i love it. No matter what happens i'm so glad i went thro this and i would never regret it ever. He's not just my boyfriend hes my bestfriend too. How many people can say that they have that? It's like a bonus. Every day i get amazed by him. It's all just starting to click all together and sometimes i dont know how to take it in. And i love doing things for him too. Yes, sometimes i copy my homework for him. Do you really have a problem with that? I could say no if i wanted to. It's not like he's gonna bitch and complain about it. I just like making him even more happy. It's just good to know when you put a smile on someone's face. AHH, it's such a great feeling. This weekend was so good. I swear everything is just falling into place. It's like i feel like i dont have to worry anymore. Yeah i kno i should've never had to worry in the first place. But if you kne the type of girl i was you would understand. There are so many things i'm looking forward to that he's said and he never lets me down when he says them so i'm excited for them. Gosh i wish i could explain to you how good i feel about him saying something to me this weekend. I truly have the perfect relationship. We can nap together without holding eachother and be okay with it. It's not like we have to be mushy all the time because it's so much better when we do hold eachother. It's not like it's just the same thing everytime. He's my boy!!! Oh HUGE MAJOR BONUS!!! HE IS SO HOTT!!



Yes I kno you agree, hehe. I'm so glad we are together. More than you could ever know. Dru hopefully one day you'll see this cuz i kno you never read my journal and i hope you know how happy you have made me. I heart you baby boy!!!