Monday Morning...
Well.. its the beginning of the week. I had so many bad dreams last nite. I swear its unfair. But then again i guess life isn't fair. I had 3 that i can fully remember. I woke up at 5 and stayed up for a little scared to go back to bed. THAT SHOULD NOT BE HAPPENING. I want to dream amazing dreams. Whatever though. It's my minds fault. It thinks up these things. Then again the mind might be able to see the future and all that bullshit they are trying to prove about dreams. Hmm now wouldn't that be weird.
Decided that its not really christmasy here because there is no tree. We have all the other decorations but there is not tree. How does that work out? We better be making cookies soon. I sometimes wish i was little again because my parents went out of their way to make sure christmas was the same because of santa. Now.. this christmas is going to be so sad. It's the first one without my dog. Since i was 4 or 5. He had a stocking and everything. He's the one who loved christmas the most. He loved just playing with the wrapping paper even though he had a present of his own. And to top the holidays off, its also the first one without my grandpa. It's weird how so many things are changing. I guess thats just what happens and i have to get used to stuff like that. This time next year.. i couldn't even imagine how thigns are going to be.
Alright i have a dentist appt soon, finally getting this damn tooth to feel better. Leave me some love!!
~ traci ~