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I'm so glad I know who my real friends are. Even if I can count them on one hand. I've lost touch with "friends" and I'm totally okay with that. I'm not going to dwell on old friendships anymore. I'm going to move forward in life and accept the changes so that I can better myself. I've spent so much time dwelling upon how much things have changed that I lost sight of who I really am. I'm better than that. What kind of friends sit around and let you ruin your life anyway? That's not the kind of friend I am and that's not the kind of friends I want. So, we may have been best friends before, but it's different now and it's never going to be the same. I'm okay with that. I'm better off that way. The "good ol' days" weren't so good. I don't need friends to be happy in life and I'm not going to settle for friends who don't care anymore. I have a good feeling about life. A lot of discouraging things have happened, but they're going to get better. I may be really broke most of the time and struggle to make ends meet, but I have a new job, new car, I'm in college, I have an amazing guy that I'm going to spend the rest of my life with, and I have an amazing family(even it's only 3 people). Life is going to be alright. I'm not going to let little things discourage me anymore.