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ever feel like you were too tired to go on? that your heart just couldn't take another beat...? i had that feeling yesterday; i was just so exhausted from life that i couldn't take it...i stopped breathing and just layed ther with my eyes closed
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yes.
i've got nothing; a rotten past and a pretty useless future...
you can't change the past but you can change the way you perceive it. try to see problems as shitty things that you've overcome- you've overcome a lot and you should be proud of it. and you can do whatever you want with your future.
but everything just seems kinda pointless...
well everything is pointless from a pragmatic point of view. we all run around working our shitty, time-consuming jobs and then die, and the world is unchanged. but try being involved in something artistic, or work out and see if it doesn't make you feel just a little bit better. challenge yourself somehow, if you can do something awesome that you didn't think you could do- even something seemingly insignificant- you'll feel better about yourself. set a goal and fucking fight tooth and nail to acheive it, fool yourself into wanting it desperately and go all out. that's what i did and that's probably the only reason i'm not in the crazy hospital today. that's wussup. holla.
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