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ever feel like you were too tired to go on? that your heart just couldn't take another beat...? i had that feeling yesterday; i was just so exhausted from life that i couldn't take it...i stopped breathing and just layed ther with my eyes closed.
i don't really kno what happend...i mean, it's not like i'm overworked or anything (just underpaid heh)
and today...man, Drew started the convo that we've been having on and off about me needing health insurance because i have "asthma"...which i would like to believe that i do...i'm just too poor to have asthma. actually i'm too poor to have anything. but yeah, anyway, he started the convo and i said something and then so did he and it kinda made us both a little "annoyed" or something i gues and i just felt like ramming into the back of another car...i almost did it too...started to go 80 down the highway. but i couldn't do that...Drew was in the car and he has so much more to live for than i do. he's actually gonna make something of himself...
i've got nothing; a rotten past and a pretty useless future...don't get me wrong, i'm not gonna do anything, i dont' think i could do anything to hurt my friends...but everything just seems kinda pointless...
Chryssy <3 Drew
i don't really kno what happend...i mean, it's not like i'm overworked or anything (just underpaid heh)
and today...man, Drew started the convo that we've been having on and off about me needing health insurance because i have "asthma"...which i would like to believe that i do...i'm just too poor to have asthma. actually i'm too poor to have anything. but yeah, anyway, he started the convo and i said something and then so did he and it kinda made us both a little "annoyed" or something i gues and i just felt like ramming into the back of another car...i almost did it too...started to go 80 down the highway. but i couldn't do that...Drew was in the car and he has so much more to live for than i do. he's actually gonna make something of himself...
i've got nothing; a rotten past and a pretty useless future...don't get me wrong, i'm not gonna do anything, i dont' think i could do anything to hurt my friends...but everything just seems kinda pointless...
Chryssy <3 Drew