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Apr 02, 2003 22:47

London is the loneliest place ever, I'm banging my head against a wall every day. I don't want to be here. I don't want to do anything. Just curl up in a hole with people I love and be happy...

Why do I have to learn stuff? Why do I have to work? Why should I prioritise these things above things I love doing? Why can't I be with Lellie all the time? Why do I live in a big smelly lonely hell hole?

Life really sucks!

I miss being young. Having no responsibilities. Everything was just for fun.

I miss the summer. That was great. No girlfriend then though.

Hopefully this summer will be better. But I doubt it. People expect me to get a job. Earn some money for next year at uni.

Why do I want to earn money to pay for something I don't want? Why am I doing this for other people?

I suppose it's all a means to an end. I suppose I'll have a job at the end of my course. Unlike all you bum arts students.

I'll be rich, then be able to do whatever the hell I like.

But at what cost now...?
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