Just Me....
I think/know something is seriously wrong with me.
I am starting to realize that I cant handle this all on my own.
I have tried to be so strong for myself but everything in my life is trying to come crashing down on me.
I need to realize no one has a perfect life, and everyone has problems, but why does it seem that mine are so much worse and so much more often.
I need help.
I want to be better. I want to feel better. I want to be happy.
I hate the way I feel when I think about my life and what I have done with it.
I hate the way I feel when I look in the mirror.
I hate the way I feel when I remember how I have been treated in the past or how I have treated other people because of my problems.....
And most of all I hate that I sit here and bitch and feel sorry for myself.... I dont want a fucking pity party and I hate that these thoughts are still in my mind.
I am starting to realize that I cant handle this all on my own.
I have tried to be so strong for myself but everything in my life is trying to come crashing down on me.
I need to realize no one has a perfect life, and everyone has problems, but why does it seem that mine are so much worse and so much more often.
I need help.
I want to be better. I want to feel better. I want to be happy.
I hate the way I feel when I think about my life and what I have done with it.
I hate the way I feel when I look in the mirror.
I hate the way I feel when I remember how I have been treated in the past or how I have treated other people because of my problems.....
And most of all I hate that I sit here and bitch and feel sorry for myself.... I dont want a fucking pity party and I hate that these thoughts are still in my mind.