Hm
Ive realized I dont trust anyone.
Nothing has happened recently for me not to, but in my past a lot of shit has happened to cause me to not trust.
I can not give my heart to anyone because honestly I dont think it is in any condtion to give away.
I cant handle love.
I have some issues I am trying to work out and everyone trying to get me to figure out everything right this moment isnt helping a whole lot.
Let me figure this out on my own.... and if it isnt something I need to figure out then let me establish myself.
I need my time is that so much to ask.
Everyone gets mad at me for not being able to make up my mind, but what you dont understand is that ive had people in my past that fucked me up in an indescribable way.
That wasnt my fault and I am tired of paying for what they did to me.
Fuck everyone who hurt me and caused me to not trust....
I TRUELY HATE YOU!
Nothing has happened recently for me not to, but in my past a lot of shit has happened to cause me to not trust.
I can not give my heart to anyone because honestly I dont think it is in any condtion to give away.
I cant handle love.
I have some issues I am trying to work out and everyone trying to get me to figure out everything right this moment isnt helping a whole lot.
Let me figure this out on my own.... and if it isnt something I need to figure out then let me establish myself.
I need my time is that so much to ask.
Everyone gets mad at me for not being able to make up my mind, but what you dont understand is that ive had people in my past that fucked me up in an indescribable way.
That wasnt my fault and I am tired of paying for what they did to me.
Fuck everyone who hurt me and caused me to not trust....
I TRUELY HATE YOU!