acceptance
It's been 2.5 weeks since i've been home? have attended multiple 21st, met up with friends etc. it's been nice to meet these friends again. but the sadness overwhelms the happiness.
stage 1: disbelief that i was finally home
stage 2: major withdrawals and major depression
stage 3: desperation, needy ex girlfriend behavior
stage 4: embarrassment, i should stop myself before i go crazy
stage 5: let's get on with life
I'm almost at stage 5. been sending people off. bel & sam are in Lund now. so happy for them but it just makes me sad that I don't get to see my friends in Lund / my time has passed.
Work has been good at occupying my time/mind though.
Starting to get more focused.
Am going to work on my illustrator skills.
stage 1: disbelief that i was finally home
stage 2: major withdrawals and major depression
stage 3: desperation, needy ex girlfriend behavior
stage 4: embarrassment, i should stop myself before i go crazy
stage 5: let's get on with life
I'm almost at stage 5. been sending people off. bel & sam are in Lund now. so happy for them but it just makes me sad that I don't get to see my friends in Lund / my time has passed.
Work has been good at occupying my time/mind though.
Starting to get more focused.
Am going to work on my illustrator skills.