issues of control

[toxymoxy]

It's fine, .
and not just because of love letters
(after I'm gone I'm sure you'll write the most) but now
I've tried much,
    much too hard
and waiting only makes me feel stupid, S/sammy
i gave too much away

Regress because of music lists,
coz've childish creeping through bad backalleys of mind -
you aren't allowed! to be silent  now
  But it's fine and

and i guess that's all there is