sick

[toxymoxy]

great english student i'm not
fuck your symbolism

just act it out
live your damn symbols and maybe
your explanation won't
be so very
pulled out of your ass

tantrum and here i am
breaking your face in my head

act of symbolism replacement, here's mine:
"cigarettes out my window in the freezing cold"
see how killing my lungs represents my hatred of self
see my rejection of the worth you place on life
see how i don't give a shit that my fingers are ice
see

and it's still not any less bullshit

but at least i didn't have to go for it
all out and
break your face