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[toxic_peace]

I'm slipping back into that space I really don't like being in, but it's all too familiar and hard to avoid. I'm finding it harder and harder to care about other people and that scares me. There are multiple little reasons why. When it really comes down to it though, I know it's mostly my fault and I guess that makes it even worse. I really hope this taiko thing pulls through because it's amazing how good it makes me feel. music, culture, boy, exercise, and anger release all in one. it's incredible.

also, my dreams have been freaking me out, so weird...