All I have left

[toxic_mystery]

I'll bleed away the pain
watch it flow away
the knife against my veins
my salvation
my redemption
ivory skin
crying crimson tears
each slash across my arms
a balm to my heart
every scar to grace my thighs
gives me one more day
the further my soul sinks
the further I sink my blades
deeper
faster
more
each drop that takes the pain
tears away the last fragments of my soul
killing, healing
each drop that takes the pain
chips away all that remains of my heart
slaying, saving
been dead so long
and still I bleed
keep cutting deeper
leave no time to heal
carve your words into my skin
manifestations of my memories
scarlet lines
all I have left