This is me bitching about relationships. If you don't care or don't want to read it, understandable.
So, what the fuck am I doing wrong?! Why the fuck can't I get a damn girlfriend?! I be myself, I act confident, I try to be cool. Where does this get? Absolutely no-fuckin'-where. Do I need to become some as who treats a woman like shit? Should I just become like a majority of this campus, where I need to act like a complete douchebag when it comes to women? From my past failures, looks like I should. I can't anywhere and it's really fucking frustrating. People tell me to wait, but that's much easier for them. They got someone. I have (no offense to my family here) nothing. I can't call up that special someone and just tell them how great they are. I'm there alone. It's great, let me tell you. Ugh. It feels like I'm worthless and that I can't make someone special feel amazing. I just want someone I can be with. No need to speak because there's more just being together. Maybe I'm asking for too much.
As much as many hate this saying, I'm just a hopeless romantic. However, it seems that I'm just hopeless. This sucks.
Fatally Yours,
-Townie "I Have No Luck With Girls" Paul