Mar 19, 2008 20:44
March 18, 2008
I am on a plane back to San Jose, and back to Santa Cruz. Coming back from Washington D.C., from USSA’s Legislatve Conference. It was nice to see some nation-wide folks again since Congress in Pittsburgh. Also, what else was nice was that I got to go back to an organization which pretty much started a lot of my organizing on-campus because of Congress. I was pretty much introduced to the SUA and the officers as well as hella statewide folks during that summer at Congress.
This weekend, I felt like my relationships with certain people developed so much more.
There were some really inspirational moments during Leg Con that really inspired me and made me think. One of the best moments was during the NAPASC Shot. The moment, a toast, a toast between the graduating seniors: Greg, Christine, Danny, and Tuyen. Before taking their huge ass shots, they spoke about having to know each other, working together for some time, and how their lives were changed because of knowing each other. I thought that was a beautiful moment and I hope I will be in that same spot in the next two (hopefully not three, damniiiitt, years), with a few 2nd years now and are able to reflect about working together and what not. It was a beautiful thing. I am going to miss them, they are too damn PRECIOUS! Damnniiiitt!
One thing that I didn’t like during Leg Con was that I was on antibiotics, which means that I wasn’t able to drink anything. Although, that can be a good and or bad thing, I have to say, being sober at Leg Con, was interesting….yeah, that’s the word…interesting. Haha!
The conference overall, I enjoyed myself, although being on antibiotics and feeling the side effects is…not so fun. Some of the workshops, I enjoyed and learned some stuff. I am going to miss a lot of people statewide and national, especially USSA staff.
But yeah, so I’m here on the plane.
March 19, 2008
So it’s the day after getting back from DC and LegCon. My life sucks. I am feeling the reprocussions now. My life is so different now, my relationships with people…I don’t know anymore.
Being so emo right now. The guy that I have been talking to, I think is talking to someone else and cut off communications with me. I don’t know for sure but I sent him a message. Gawd I hate this.
I bombed my final, I am feeling extremely tired, I am still coughing. This quarter is one hot mess.
I feel like crying, but I can’t.
I’m tired of this.
Tommy
update. its over, and im crying.