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I somewhat overreacted today when Damascus brought up Ron. I don't know why I've been so sensitive about him lately. It's just Masca that brings him up, too, because he knows. He knows how I feel. I don't know how, but he can tell. WHY CAN'T HE TELL? Why do I have to feel this way?
Maybe I just feel like he's too busy to bother with me. Not that I have anything to be busy with. Come to think of it, maybe I'm the reason that we haven't been around each other lately. Maybe it's my fault, and I have no reason to be upset with him.
I'm so confused. But maybe I'm not, maybe I'm just thinking things through too much. Maybe all I want is Ron to hold me to be loved. I don't know what I want. I want you
I wish there was a potion I could take for this.
Maybe I just feel like he's too busy to bother with me. Not that I have anything to be busy with. Come to think of it, maybe I'm the reason that we haven't been around each other lately. Maybe it's my fault, and I have no reason to be upset with him.
I'm so confused. But maybe I'm not, maybe I'm just thinking things through too much. Maybe all I want is Ron to hold me to be loved. I don't know what I want. I want you
I wish there was a potion I could take for this.