Exhausted

[tourmalina]

I've had a rough two weeks.  I was in a lot of pain -- back pain, lower stomach pain -- and incredibly weak.  I still have the weakness and my oncologist has me on yet another round of chemotherapy.  I'm so tired and I must wait on my mother sometimes hand and foot.  I just want to be free.  I'm being stalked as much or more than ever.  It's horribly draining.

I had a bone scan on Wednesday, and the technician bounced the top surface of the scanner off the tip of my nose -- playfully -- at least seven or eight times.  He thought it was funny and I wanted to die.