just another day of twister and beer
Soo.. nothing much has really happened lately. I didnt end up going down to Ozzfest.. yea that SUCKED! Oh well, I told all the people I was going to see that I Promise I would see them for the Bridgewater fair! I didnt mean to sneak out on 4th of july.. tehe
seems like im sleeping with everybody these days.. haha.. well suposively. Oh well, nothing big, not the first time ive been accused of sleeping with people. Same shit diffrent town. I'll get over it.
I really feel like im holding on to somebody, but I dont know who that person is yet, and its really starting to bother me. I mean, I've been through all the obvious people but I dont know. It's not like in a boyfriend way, I think im scared of loosing a friendship, but I dont know with who! ahhh its killing me! I think I'm going to be nice to everybody from now on haha, ive realized that being a bitch doesnt get you anywhere besides two steps backwards. Im going to start moving on with my life, and looking for a commited relationship, not little stupid middle school ones haha. aww. good times. I really miss hanging out at Juddys house, his house was like my second home. I went there for the first time yesterday, It was nice to see him and Rick again. I felt really distant from them just sitting in their kitchen, playing with this squeaky hot dog haha. It was awesome. I think im going to ask a friend of mine to bring me there sunday night, just so I can hangout with everybody once again. I need to start getting in touch with my other friends again, that could be why I feel like im loosing a friendship, and Juddy and them deff. arent the friends i want to loose. I need to start getting my life back on the right track, I think I found ashley a guy and that makes me happy because shes my sister and If shes happy, then of course im happy! Its funny, I can set my friends up with anybody, but when it comes to me being happy, i cant seem to get it right.. haha oh well. But its okay.okay, i think im done with this for now, but i still feel like theres soo much more that I need to write, I dont know. Im going to get back intouch with an old friend tonight, i hope things go okay! Jorgan and I are talking again, hes staying a week with me, that should be cool.. but akward =/ im scared to see him, I havent seen him in like.. 4 or 5 months. I finally get to see my best guy friend and im scared. not good haha.Im thinking baout going to Juddys this sunday instead of the villa, but im deff. going to the Villa next weekend!! =) I almost passed out last night,that was pretty cool.
seems like im sleeping with everybody these days.. haha.. well suposively. Oh well, nothing big, not the first time ive been accused of sleeping with people. Same shit diffrent town. I'll get over it.
I really feel like im holding on to somebody, but I dont know who that person is yet, and its really starting to bother me. I mean, I've been through all the obvious people but I dont know. It's not like in a boyfriend way, I think im scared of loosing a friendship, but I dont know with who! ahhh its killing me! I think I'm going to be nice to everybody from now on haha, ive realized that being a bitch doesnt get you anywhere besides two steps backwards. Im going to start moving on with my life, and looking for a commited relationship, not little stupid middle school ones haha. aww. good times. I really miss hanging out at Juddys house, his house was like my second home. I went there for the first time yesterday, It was nice to see him and Rick again. I felt really distant from them just sitting in their kitchen, playing with this squeaky hot dog haha. It was awesome. I think im going to ask a friend of mine to bring me there sunday night, just so I can hangout with everybody once again. I need to start getting in touch with my other friends again, that could be why I feel like im loosing a friendship, and Juddy and them deff. arent the friends i want to loose. I need to start getting my life back on the right track, I think I found ashley a guy and that makes me happy because shes my sister and If shes happy, then of course im happy! Its funny, I can set my friends up with anybody, but when it comes to me being happy, i cant seem to get it right.. haha oh well. But its okay.okay, i think im done with this for now, but i still feel like theres soo much more that I need to write, I dont know. Im going to get back intouch with an old friend tonight, i hope things go okay! Jorgan and I are talking again, hes staying a week with me, that should be cool.. but akward =/ im scared to see him, I havent seen him in like.. 4 or 5 months. I finally get to see my best guy friend and im scared. not good haha.Im thinking baout going to Juddys this sunday instead of the villa, but im deff. going to the Villa next weekend!! =) I almost passed out last night,that was pretty cool.