When you left; time stopped
Today was one of the shittest days of my life! I started to cry fourth period but charles kept being gay so i kept laughing. Then In lunch I just bursted out in front of everybody! =/ I felt like such a douche. I can't belive he's gone, one of my best friends, just moved, FAR away, oh my god, im still in tears. I kept trying soo hard not to cry the whole day. I got on the bus and I kept thinking about him and where he is now and how cool it's going to be for him down there and I just started crying soo hard. Screw you Jorgan!! =P .. making me look like an ass in front of everbody in school! haha, oh well. That was pretty much my day. Tommorow I'm hoping to go downtown after school and chill with Megan and Micheal.. I really miss Micheal! I've grown to love that kid, I need a hug. Nothing new has really happened. I guess you could say that all I did today was cry. I started writing his letter, aww I was able to cry in study hall so I was like fuck, I should stop while I'm ahead! haha. Becky today made me cry too, that was just heartbreaking to see her like that! aww... It's like 5'o clock and im really bored, i wanted to chill after school but I didn't want to have daddy drive all the way out there. I called an old friend last night to see how he's doing, I think he's ignoring me =( I was a really big b i t c h to him and I never realized it until now.. uh oh! I need to appoligize!