7 bruises and counting..
I've been trying to update this for a couple days now, but since i dont really have a life, i have nothing to say, plus Jorgan wont leave me alone. I was basically at jorgans all weekend. It was awesome! I had fun. Staying up till like 5.. that kinda sucked lol. Cassidys got a girlfriend and im so happy he does because now i can move on. It was like, i was waiting for him to move one because i thought that we sitll might of hada chance, but hes a dick head and i never realized it, i wish i did before. He play's people, he really does and im wicked glad i didnt sleep with him! But im over him, anyways. I talked to Daryl for a while today, that was a nice little talk we had, i miss hanging out with him and LAUREN ! we had some kick ass times together. I was talking to my dad about when I can go down and i guess my grandmas funeral is sometime in may so ill be down then and i can have somebody go to the party with me (hopefully)because im not going to the funeral. Nothing much has really happened lately, well, nothing good. I really can't wait to go out and find a guy worth my time. I just feel soo stupid that i belived his shit and I DONT CARE IF PEOPLE FROM SCHOOL READ THIS, they find out somehow anyways lol. Jorgans moving TOMMOROW! I remeber him being like " 47 days till i move!" now its not even a day =( Im really going to miss you Jorgan, you have no idea, i still need to write you your letter, but ive got soo much shit on my mind and i cant process it all. Lately, I've really wanted to smoke a bowl, really, really ,really bad but I can't. I just wanna get away for a little bit just to think this shit through, I'm not pissed, im more like, tired of people? I guess you could say. Theres a dance friday but i dont know if im going, its a "Sadihawkins" dance.. thats really queer lol becaus i doubt any girls asked a guy haha, i know I didnt! haha Theres also a dance april 15th in Nicholeville and i think im going to that with Haven!! I havent really talked to any body this vacation, just jorgan becky chelsea, ashley, haven and steph, thats pretty much it. I really wish I went for a walk today but it's all mudd and snow so not much luck there.
I really wish I had somebody to hold again, and somebody to hold my hand and kiss and be my everything =/