dream sequence
it was a boat getting ready for christmas, i was on it and so were some queers. i remember being so upset that k was leaving me, and i just began floating up and up and up. so many stories to the boat--i never floated above it, just though layers of balloons & tinsel and people started to fly up with me. none of them were k.
i got a phonecall today that said i'm not done with saje school, there's more. 15 weeks more, in fact. full day wednesdays here i come, ugh. and it conflicts with biol 201, so i guess i'm not redoing that. part of me is relieved & the other, terrified i won't make a strong enough case for mcgill.
most of me is mostly terrified, most of the time.
except the smallish part that recognizes i did a good thing for myself, getting out of town & reconnecting with good people who really wanna listen.
i got a phonecall today that said i'm not done with saje school, there's more. 15 weeks more, in fact. full day wednesdays here i come, ugh. and it conflicts with biol 201, so i guess i'm not redoing that. part of me is relieved & the other, terrified i won't make a strong enough case for mcgill.
most of me is mostly terrified, most of the time.
except the smallish part that recognizes i did a good thing for myself, getting out of town & reconnecting with good people who really wanna listen.