Jun 29, 2006 00:18
so im not really sure why im writting this, i dont really write on here much anymore but i wanted to let everyone know that if you have your mother you should really honestly give them a hug look at them and appreciate them for everything they are worth cause you dont know when things can change....
ok so my mom had a really big scare
it was a whole bunch of shit the pills they had her on,
not eating, sun, having alomst no stomach then filling it up with 2 beers
but bottom line i alomst lost my mom
it was the worst feeling ive ever had looking at someone you love so helpless
i was looking in her eyes but it was liek she couldnt even see me
but you know what the only thing she remembers from that night is being told
"way up past the sky"
that is something we have said my whole childhood, "love you wupts"
so thats all icould think to tell her...
they said they did what they could do it was just a waiting game... horrible
but she is back and seems to be well, but it changes everything
i never even thought that was a possibility at 20
as we walked into the er the nurse said good your hear do you have the power of attorney...
i felt like i was 2 years old and completely terrified
so please make sure you dont take your parents for granted or anyone in your life for that matter...
just my thoughts,
ive been having a billion things going threw my head i nthe last few days
so im rambling
good night!