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[touchmycoconuts]

livejournal,
so this is what its come to huh?
lately ive felt really alone
but i did it to myself right...
you put yourself in your own misery...
and i have, at least im grown enough to admit that right?
so thats what ive been doing growing up
the world can not solve your problems only you can
what ive learned is that if you think you can
then you probably wont
if you know you can
then you will
so my lifes changing as though it always does
i dont and refuse to regret everything that has happend to me thus far in my life
i realised every tear ive cried every time my hearts been broken
i will not and can not regret any of it...
because of all of that is what has made me who i am today
every thing has made me that much stronger

i went to the dr's today aparently my back is alot worse then befor
so i decided instead of going back in another 2 years
to find out its even worse then that im just going to take care of it
that means im going to have to change my lifestyle
but a big part of why i smoke as much as i do is cause of my back it honestly helps
so maybe it will be better for me financially as well

so, heres to change once again