Jun 21, 2010 22:29
I've been having some really dumb thoughts lately. Like, maybe if I wouldn't have been so afraid to talk to him... about "us" then things would be different right now. Of course, I know this isn't true. There was no us, and there never would have been.
I just don't understand why I can't stop thinking about it. Its on my mind so frequently, and i feel ridiculous for it. I shouldn't be this upset, theres no reason for it at all. I just want the time to go by and to forget.