sometimes
it was only a matter of time. i told u it was going to happen again. and it hurts worse everytime. even though u never said much about it yet, i noe its coming. as i sit here crying and typing............i cant think of much. another restless night. in the morning u will probably ignore me. but u noe whats funny, u only get mad when i do NOTHING. NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING. it hurts.....but i have to get off the comp to "sleep". u will never trust me....or ever really believe me. even though i was there for u no matter what u did. ur joining WG......i got kinda mad but i never took it too far. eventually i would get used to it and if its what truly makes u happy then u can go do it. and today for the first time in a long time......i felt like u cared. thanks for that day of happiness....and now we are bak to being mad at each other...well im not mad. i felt happy today. now i feel like crap. i did nothing. if u believe me then maybe we could have infinite happy days.......or u could leave me hanging like u just did. i hate that.....be mad at me all u want.....but the least u could do is talk to me. cause no matter how mad i am i will talk to u.....i might w8 for a lil bit depeneding how mad. but plz............believe me when i say i love u. more than that i like u. i like everything about u and everything that u do. i love u so plz dont say i dont love u.....cause u noe u would be lying to urself.