things happen......
i miss u. u left b4 we could settle this. i need u here. i am told everyday " damn man u are so miserable wit her" they ask me y i stay wit u. i love u.i may not be able to explain y i stay. but i wont leave for something so stupid as a series of fights. i want to be wit u forever. u may or may not belive me but as long as i noe its tru. u say i speak of the future but u think it will never happen. tell me this. do u want it to happen. i would be so happy if we stopped fighting and never got mad at each other. but thats not the way it works. i was given bak my cell fone so if u would plz call me......it would mean the world to me. there arent many times when i think u actually care about me. but the other day after drill when u hugged me just cause i was stresed from drill and sore from pt, i knew u cared. o felt how much u wanted to be wit me then. i noe u dont trust me anymore....thats something i shouldnt have lost from u and it hurts that u dont trust me, but i guess i will slowly have to build that bak up which is something i am willing to do. even if it takes forever. i want u to noe i trust u. i want u to noe i love u. i want u to noe i need u. this is not bs like u say it is. deep down im sure u noe its not. the next time i see u or talk to u....im hoping u will talk bak. im hoping u will forget about past events and let me hold u again like i used to. more than me being there for u......im asking u to plz be there for me. i felt u were there for me after drill that day....i never smiled so hard in my life. im sry that i may have treated u like shit......but we both kinda pushed our limits.
to the one who lied........i will never forgive u for that. i never talked to u since that time....i dont noe what u tod her or what happened.....but i am never going to look at u the same....stay away from me and out of my sight. the only thing ur good for is killing our messiah.......
to those who think i am stupid for still being with maritza.....yes i may be stupid but thats ur judgement and that only depends on how much u noe about us. so plz stay out of my business....i am in control of my own life.
i love her and thats all there is too it. hoping that she loves me as much..
i will try my hardest to do better. i wont get mad as long as u plz dont get mad for little things......plz trust me.
i love u.....because ur special too me. better than anyone esle and i want u to noe that.
here juist hoping u feel the same way about me
to the one who lied........i will never forgive u for that. i never talked to u since that time....i dont noe what u tod her or what happened.....but i am never going to look at u the same....stay away from me and out of my sight. the only thing ur good for is killing our messiah.......
to those who think i am stupid for still being with maritza.....yes i may be stupid but thats ur judgement and that only depends on how much u noe about us. so plz stay out of my business....i am in control of my own life.
i love her and thats all there is too it. hoping that she loves me as much..
i will try my hardest to do better. i wont get mad as long as u plz dont get mad for little things......plz trust me.
i love u.....because ur special too me. better than anyone esle and i want u to noe that.
here juist hoping u feel the same way about me