this hurts
y do u hurt me so......i still didnt do anything yet u were mad at me.....u wanted nothing to do with me. u pushed me away and i came back....u denied me and i returned once again.....i was there for u. i want to help u with anything that happens to u. it hurts when u just push me away. and u say i take everything out on u. i try my hardest to be the best person for u. i dont want u wit anyone else.....idk wat ur mom says i love u and nothing that anyone can say will change that. u left me for a bunch of other guys and went a laughed away while i sat there and cried on the inside. i walked away. i finally did the thing that u wanted me to do and u got even more mad. u wouldnt even give me a ride home. its ok....i cant have a ride anymore so it doesnt matter. but for the first time i walked away completely and i still came back. but u dont care about me. u have never cared about me. u hate me. y dont u just admit it instead of leading me into some trap that u set by telling me that u love me. u dont. u never have. the only thing u want is to leave me. i noe u do. that is ur choice. i would never leave u. i still love u too much to leave u. but this time u pushed it too far. it hurt too much this time. i really am alone. i thought u were there for me. i thought u loved me. no one loves me. there is no point in even being alive anymore. like i said b4 would someone do the honors of pulling the trigger.....maybe u should do it. i thought i still had one person to live for but u dont want me to live so there is no point......go ahead....pull the trigger and get it over with...............bang