i feel alone......
have u ever told a friend u felt alone....and then they were like "ur not alone....u got me"....did that ever feel untruthful. i need someone.....extremely bad. me and my mom got in an arguement and my mom threatened to first call the guy from the school that is supposed to like arrest u or something and i forgot his name....and then she threatened to really call the cops....she such a bitch. i hate her....my dad is out of town so i dont have to put up wit his shit....and i really just need to get away from it all....now. i noe everyone goes through stuff and i hate it when people feel bad for me so i let other people tell their stories and act like mine wasnt that bad.....but sooner or later someone has to see that i cant take this shit anymore.......i wish i were dead. i dont want to go through this test anymore. how much can one person stand... the only thing i can do is go play my DDR and dance until i fall alseep. i needed someone. the one time when i was going to cry to u because i thought about it and i was like "hey she is there for me" and then u werent there for me. u were mad for reasons unknown. so i cried by myself just like always......i really dont want to go through this shit with my parents anymore....will someone plz take me away or at least do the honors of pulling the trigger......................................................