can you make a mistake and miss your FATE....?
ha, sex and the city addict here....ive been watching the complete 4th season nonstop everynight before i go to bed. its addictive. so that was a thought on there... can u make a mistake and miss your fate....
fits perfectly in my life right now....
had my meeting with sami tonight after the movies with trey...it went good... we both got our thoughts out, felt liek a huge weight lifted. we got along good... i know she alreayd has made her decision, yet told me she will think about it and i can call her on next wed. when she gets back in town.... i hate that she plays games with shit like htat...not cool at all, but thats her... you cant change people, another realization ive come to discover for the 50 millionth time... whatever...so yeah i did make a mistake by quitting so abruptly... but another point made on sex and the city....if we never veered of course we wouldnt find love, live life, find out who we really are... something along those lines.... but yeah that is true... i admit quitting was a big mistake now. i miss the studio soooo much, but it has helped me realize a lot this past month. i told sami that whatever her decision is i dont regret anything i did.... cause i think we've all learned from this and bad always gets turned into some kinda good eventually... (i hope)...so we will see what happens.. i have to drive to fayetteville tomorrow to work with tara for the next few days...
went to the movies with trey tonight... hung out with him last night too... i always get attracted to guys like him.... i hate that... i dont want to like him... but now we're talking about it right this second actually.... he's all i think bout lately...ughhh it wont last so whatever, who am i fooling...ok im gonna go talk to him and get to bed soon....
fits perfectly in my life right now....
had my meeting with sami tonight after the movies with trey...it went good... we both got our thoughts out, felt liek a huge weight lifted. we got along good... i know she alreayd has made her decision, yet told me she will think about it and i can call her on next wed. when she gets back in town.... i hate that she plays games with shit like htat...not cool at all, but thats her... you cant change people, another realization ive come to discover for the 50 millionth time... whatever...so yeah i did make a mistake by quitting so abruptly... but another point made on sex and the city....if we never veered of course we wouldnt find love, live life, find out who we really are... something along those lines.... but yeah that is true... i admit quitting was a big mistake now. i miss the studio soooo much, but it has helped me realize a lot this past month. i told sami that whatever her decision is i dont regret anything i did.... cause i think we've all learned from this and bad always gets turned into some kinda good eventually... (i hope)...so we will see what happens.. i have to drive to fayetteville tomorrow to work with tara for the next few days...
went to the movies with trey tonight... hung out with him last night too... i always get attracted to guys like him.... i hate that... i dont want to like him... but now we're talking about it right this second actually.... he's all i think bout lately...ughhh it wont last so whatever, who am i fooling...ok im gonna go talk to him and get to bed soon....