Do you believe you're missing out, that everything good is happening somewhere else?
I think this stagnation is really getting to me. I have too much time to focus on how I want me to life to be, how I want it to turn out without it actually happening. I've been able to give too much thought to being alone and unemployed. This week I need to start figuring out where I'm going to start training for my A&P. I know I could move back to Murfreesboro and rejoin my friends and that lavish lifestyle I'd become accustomed to, but then again I could have a new start in Lawrenceville. I just have to go.
It's strange how the exciting new addition of a dog to the house is what's driving me out. Maybe I'm afraid of becoming adjusted to this routine and the responsibility of the dog while my parents are at work and I suffer unemployment.
Really tired of these marriages also, by the way.
It's strange how the exciting new addition of a dog to the house is what's driving me out. Maybe I'm afraid of becoming adjusted to this routine and the responsibility of the dog while my parents are at work and I suffer unemployment.
Really tired of these marriages also, by the way.