life kinda sucks

[totallyyours]

i really dont understand how ONE day can be so totally bad!?!? First off i was mad at brent because i couldnt fall asleep last nite and he wasnt helping...and so then this morning i was all confused and told him we shouldnt be together anymore...but thats not how i feel because i love him with all my heart. so that started out the day not too hott

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[totallyyours]

wow...i dont know what to say...i have no idea who u are. but what u said was really good. i mean me n brent go through hard times sometimes but who can honestly say their in a relationship without hardtimes..i mean everyone goes through it. maybe i blow little things out of proportion i dont know. but what i do know is that i love him with all my heart and he loves me too. when we're apart we long to be together and when we're together we dont want the nite to end he wants to hold me all nite long and i want him to hold my hand forever because i love the way it fits into his how i feel protected by his soft touch. love is hard to explain. there are no words to explain the feeling i get when i see his caller id on my phone in the morning. or the feeling i get as we lay together watching a scary movie and his hands rubbing my arm. i cant explain the feeling inside when we hang up the phone at the end of the nite and he calls right back saying i just wanted to hear ur voice one more time before i fell asleep. the feeling when i wake up in the morning knowing that he is all mine and he loves me just the same. people may say we're whipped but its not that we're whipped its something called LOVE and ull do anything in ur power to make the one u love happy and to see them smile. these feelings are unexplainable and noone else in the world can understand me unless their in love just as much as i am. theres not much else to say besides i know that the decisions ive made have been worth it no matter what the consequences were because those decisions have led me to where i am today. and who i am today is exactly who i wanna be. i wouldnt change one thing about me or any choices/mistakes ive made in the past. no regrets. i love life for what it is being young and restless and sometimes i wish i could stay forever sixteen, forever ten, forever five. but we can't because time is a wheel in constant motion. we have to take a chance in this world. no guts no glory. and thats all i have to say about that!