life kinda sucks
i really dont understand how ONE day can be so totally bad!?!? First off i was mad at brent because i couldnt fall asleep last nite and he wasnt helping...and so then this morning i was all confused and told him we shouldnt be together anymore...but thats not how i feel because i love him with all my heart. so that started out the day not too hott!! he thought i was breaking up with him for another guy when really i think its the medication im taking that makes me all weird and act different. so we worked things out. hopefully :0)...but i just dont like not seeing him. and we never seem to hang out anymore cause our schedules conflict alot. plus i dont think wants to hang out that much anymore anyways! o well so then i went from hoopschool to possibly the WORST basketball game ive ever played in (well actually theres been worse i just like to overreact) brent gets into my head alot and he doesnt realize it everything he says means something or effects me..ALOT.. so ive been thinking maybe basketball isnt meant for me. i mean sometimes i dont try as hard as i should and i screw up. i used to have a passion and love for it..but maybe i just like it and likin it isnt good enough.
o well i might be gettin a job soon...and ill start workin out at the omni with alexxx my beast!!
im one confused kid whos in love with the most amazing guy EVER!!! i <3 u brent forever and ever and ever..our one month is this sunday!
o well i might be gettin a job soon...and ill start workin out at the omni with alexxx my beast!!
im one confused kid whos in love with the most amazing guy EVER!!! i <3 u brent forever and ever and ever..our one month is this sunday!