life kinda sucks

[totallyyours]

i really dont understand how ONE day can be so totally bad!?!? First off i was mad at brent because i couldnt fall asleep last nite and he wasnt helping...and so then this morning i was all confused and told him we shouldnt be together anymore...but thats not how i feel because i love him with all my heart. so that started out the day not too hott

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[anonymous]

One thing you need to learn is that the guy your supposed to be with for the rest of your wouldnt give you a hard time and get into your head to get a reaction out of you. He's making you rethink everything your good at and you deserve better than what he has shown you, even if you've hurt people along the way to get what you think you want, even though you know it hurts you. You need to get over how he gets in your head because despite all the wrong things you done and believe that since you have faults and you know he has faults your making your standards stoop down because your giving yourself ewxcuses to be with him. If you still think every other day that you should not be with him. Then you shouldnt. If he doesnt open the door for you everytime you get in your car or stay on the phone with you and be polite about your feelings instead of making you feel worse or cause drama,GET OUT!, and you know it too, your relationship isnt about saying i love you every damn day or calling each other 50 billion times to try and get a fight worked out even if was over somehting stupid and you get all worked up and act like you dont care when your around friends but the whole time its making you go crazy and when it happens and your by yourself you still go crazy when it does happen. Its almost like you drag on an argument because your scared that it could be your last one. Thats not love. I know what it is, and if you have any of this, it isnt love. Love is something you can feel without seeing or telling the person you love them for days but when they do after a few days its like your hearing it for the first time and everytime they kiss you its like your first one when you get all flustered and you cant think, and when you look into there eyes you can see their future along with yours, together and hapy until the day you die, and know they're thinking the exact same thing just for those few short seconds when you look at each other. And knowing when he goes out you dont have to even worry about him flirting with other girls (or cheating)because you know when he gets home your the only one he thinks about and your the only one he wants to hold for the rest of his life, and no sex , no sexual things, yes sexual stuff is there, your human, but if you can go a week without kissing or anything and he wants to do that without any problems your set for life. Just a few tips. Be careful with your life, make the decisions you know woldnt be the right ones for your future.

[totallyyours]

wow...i dont know what to say...i have no idea who u are. but what u said was really good. i mean me n brent go through hard times sometimes but who can honestly say their in a relationship without hardtimes..i mean everyone goes through it. maybe i blow little things out of proportion i dont know. but what i do know is that i love him with all my heart and he loves me too. when we're apart we long to be together and when we're together we dont want the nite to end he wants to hold me all nite long and i want him to hold my hand forever because i love the way it fits into his how i feel protected by his soft touch. love is hard to explain. there are no words to explain the feeling i get when i see his caller id on my phone in the morning. or the feeling i get as we lay together watching a scary movie and his hands rubbing my arm. i cant explain the feeling inside when we hang up the phone at the end of the nite and he calls right back saying i just wanted to hear ur voice one more time before i fell asleep. the feeling when i wake up in the morning knowing that he is all mine and he loves me just the same. people may say we're whipped but its not that we're whipped its something called LOVE and ull do anything in ur power to make the one u love happy and to see them smile. these feelings are unexplainable and noone else in the world can understand me unless their in love just as much as i am. theres not much else to say besides i know that the decisions ive made have been worth it no matter what the consequences were because those decisions have led me to where i am today. and who i am today is exactly who i wanna be. i wouldnt change one thing about me or any choices/mistakes ive made in the past. no regrets. i love life for what it is being young and restless and sometimes i wish i could stay forever sixteen, forever ten, forever five. but we can't because time is a wheel in constant motion. we have to take a chance in this world. no guts no glory. and thats all i have to say about that!