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Apparently it snowed again. I didn't notice. Then again I haven't actually unlocked my front door and been outside, or even gotten dressed in the last two days.
I hate exam time. I like learning and honestly enjoy being at uni the majority of the time however much I complain about having deadlines. But I really do not like exams. I think they're stupid and pointless and not indicative of how you'd do with that subject in the real world anyway. But unfortunately the majority of my grade rests on how I do in my exams, rather than how well I do in my continuous assessment. 66 bloody % of it.
I have absolutely no motivation to revise and just over a week till my first exam. I've done 2 weeks worth of one module. Looking over past exam papers has just made me go "oh, I don't know that, I can't answer that, I'm not even going to try", but I know full well that I'd be utterly pissed off at myself if I don't. Stupid head. It still feels like I have tons of time till my first exam but it's really not. Also I don't find any of the stuff all that interesting.
I'm so badly looking forward to the week after my exams when I'm at home. I know I'll miss work, or more specifically the lot at work, but since the end of July I've been home for possibly 3 weeks max in total. I miss it. It's the longest I've been away and for all uni is home and I enjoy living somewhere else, that is still really my home, and my family. I'm sure it'll be different when I actually have a family of my own but I'm a long way off from that point at the moment.
I'm also excited about the week after that and going to see Lyzi. :D I like having things to look forward to, I just have to get through the next 3 weeks.
I worked New Year's Eve, which was actually quite good fun. I adore most of the group of people I work with. It didn't really feel like New Year though, it just felt like another shift until it was after 12. Then it was proper fun. At about 12.30 we all had a drink in the back corridor and said Happy New Year and sat about having a chat for a while which was shiny. Then towards the end we ended up dancing out in the ballroom to YMCA and Bad Boys and another one that I don't remember but had us in a line swaying and then Margaux and Ewan waltzing. Fudge, Niall, Ewan and Watson were all in kilts, which was lovely too. They looked very dapper. It was nice to see the other Ewan again too, as he's back from uni.
I hate exam time. I like learning and honestly enjoy being at uni the majority of the time however much I complain about having deadlines. But I really do not like exams. I think they're stupid and pointless and not indicative of how you'd do with that subject in the real world anyway. But unfortunately the majority of my grade rests on how I do in my exams, rather than how well I do in my continuous assessment. 66 bloody % of it.
I have absolutely no motivation to revise and just over a week till my first exam. I've done 2 weeks worth of one module. Looking over past exam papers has just made me go "oh, I don't know that, I can't answer that, I'm not even going to try", but I know full well that I'd be utterly pissed off at myself if I don't. Stupid head. It still feels like I have tons of time till my first exam but it's really not. Also I don't find any of the stuff all that interesting.
I'm so badly looking forward to the week after my exams when I'm at home. I know I'll miss work, or more specifically the lot at work, but since the end of July I've been home for possibly 3 weeks max in total. I miss it. It's the longest I've been away and for all uni is home and I enjoy living somewhere else, that is still really my home, and my family. I'm sure it'll be different when I actually have a family of my own but I'm a long way off from that point at the moment.
I'm also excited about the week after that and going to see Lyzi. :D I like having things to look forward to, I just have to get through the next 3 weeks.
I worked New Year's Eve, which was actually quite good fun. I adore most of the group of people I work with. It didn't really feel like New Year though, it just felt like another shift until it was after 12. Then it was proper fun. At about 12.30 we all had a drink in the back corridor and said Happy New Year and sat about having a chat for a while which was shiny. Then towards the end we ended up dancing out in the ballroom to YMCA and Bad Boys and another one that I don't remember but had us in a line swaying and then Margaux and Ewan waltzing. Fudge, Niall, Ewan and Watson were all in kilts, which was lovely too. They looked very dapper. It was nice to see the other Ewan again too, as he's back from uni.