I just came over to comment on a previous fic, and saw you had posted this. And while your angst has HURT me before, this one has momentarily floored me in a new way. You've killed our bb in the past, but never so unexpectedly. I just want to reach into this fic and fix everything--for Kurt, for Finn who just wants/needs to apologize, for everyone--and I can't, and ohholylord I think you broke me. It wasn't even supposed to be him and it was random and Finn didn't even get to apologize and and and...
There is no appropriate e-moticon for this, Sarah! No emoticon reflect UTTER HEARTBREAK. and yet i read it because it's so well done and amazing Ohsweetjesusineedtogoreadfluff.
I wish I had a reason that didn't make me sound completely insane or emo or whatever, but I don't have a reason other than this is how bad I felt. That I just had to do something, and really I should probably be kept away from the computer in that kind of mood.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't be mad!
I love you anyhow. And my next stories won't be quite so traumatizing...well no they probably will be...but yeah sorry.
Mad? Oh, hell no. (Correction: I'm mad at the assholes thatupset you enough over the past few weeks that you had to write like a woman possessed. Mad about this fic? Never. Like I said, it was beautiful and devestating and it wouldn't have hurt if it wasn't so well done.
(The part about it being wrong that Kurt was on his back, since he never slept on his back? That detail has just stayed with me all day. Oof. My heart.)
Point is, nevernevernenver apologize for a story, sweetie and I won't apologize for kicking your former co-worker's ass.
Oh, thank goodness. I thought you knew I was kidding... and then I started getting paranoid. I did NOT want to add to the heaping pile of crap that life has shoved your way recently. And a paranoid alterego is an indignant, wordy-comment-leaving alterego. :)
I appreciate that, I wish the universe could take your outlook on the not crapping on me thing. Blah, stupid universe. I think it's cause I've wracked up to much bad karma. ;)
I just came over to comment on a previous fic, and saw you had posted this. And while your angst has HURT me before, this one has momentarily floored me in a new way. You've killed our bb in the past, but never so unexpectedly. I just want to reach into this fic and fix everything--for Kurt, for Finn who just wants/needs to apologize, for everyone--and I can't, and ohholylord I think you broke me. It wasn't even supposed to be him and it was random and Finn didn't even get to apologize and and and...
There is no appropriate e-moticon for this, Sarah! No emoticon reflect UTTER HEARTBREAK. and yet i read it because it's so well done and amazing Ohsweetjesusineedtogoreadfluff.
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I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't be mad!
I love you anyhow. And my next stories won't be quite so traumatizing...well no they probably will be...but yeah sorry.
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(The part about it being wrong that Kurt was on his back, since he never slept on his back? That detail has just stayed with me all day. Oof. My heart.)
Point is, nevernevernenver apologize for a story, sweetie and I won't apologize for kicking your former co-worker's ass.
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Thank you hon, you are just to sweet to me.
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