Nov 06, 2005 01:13
today i went to the steamboat to see zeeb? (thats the name its not a question) with amy and some of her friends
was fun
but that not important what is are the things i meant to say to you amy when we were walking to yours but i didnt because im always afraid of the concequences of speaking my mind so i tend to do it at the stupidest times
when i asked you when you last did what you do
it was cos i wanted to say to you that you are just as stupid as me because you have an addiction as well even if its not as bad
and to call me stupid for what i do is just hypacrytical
and when i was talking about routines and how i hate them
well life is one big routine
there is only one way i want to break the routine
i want to die
and yes i do want to do something about it
im just too scared