the things i never said

Nov 06, 2005 01:13

today i went to the steamboat to see zeeb? (thats the name its not a question) with amy and some of her friends

was fun

but that not important what is are the things i meant to say to you amy when we were walking to yours but i didnt because im always afraid of the concequences of speaking my mind so i tend to do it at the stupidest times

when i asked you when you last did what you do

it was cos i wanted to say to you that you are just as stupid as me because you have an addiction as well even if its not as bad
and to call me stupid for what i do is just hypacrytical

and when i was talking about routines and how i hate them

well life is one big routine

there is only one way i want to break the routine

i want to die

and yes i do want to do something about it

im just too scared
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