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[tortoisex]

*sigh* well i think i might re continue my lj cos frankly i think im going to have to cos all this stuff is just getting on top of me

first off can anyone help me

there is too much bad stuff happening at the moment

too many friends want to die and quite a few are at each others throats

and second is there any chance we can find some extra time to make a new day please world

there isnt enough time to do everything in

i get one and a half days off a week and those are normally filled with stuff to do

i have 3 late assignents

i have a pair of parents who expect more than i can give and who are anti pretty much everything i do
and who are getting pissed off at me more each day cos i dont spend what time i have spare with them

im actually thinking of dropping out of college cos the stress is getting to me but i know i cant cos my parents would hate me completly and i actually want to finish this course

im going to copy this journal into my vf journal as well so if youd prefer to comment there go ahead im "tortoise"

i know what i go through is nothing compared to the rest of you but then again how can something seem the worst to someone when they've experienced worse

i need a drink