Sep 24, 2012 01:13
I'm glad we got to hang out one more time...and im glad i got to see Florick. It's always lovely seeing the Florick. We had some beer. I sat under the umbrella with the breeze. It's not bad holding hands or pouring beer. Im insecure, i know it. So, I cant be left in my void. Either I have a hand, or a beer.
Cool like I think I would entertain a new entertainment, like a new stereo. Unless my beer goes warm, then I'd have to get up for a refil and i dont want to get up. I dont want to move, or change. I hate secrets. It's supression. It's retention and everything festers.
It has been a nice weekend. Im glad I got to see as many people as I did. Some didnt show and I got sad. Who knows when i'll be here next. Who cares anyway? What I would give for a turkey sammich.
On the way home i was actually smiling to myself about how I think I could live here again. But I thought maybe that feeling was because of excessive people miss and not genuine miami miss. Better off just totally isolating myself.