Sep 22, 2012 02:59
What do you want to eat? I dont know...maybe a mee-dia nochay? What? Midnight sammich. Oh, you mean a media noche? Yeah...that thing.
Ok.
What are you having? Um probably a chicken steak. Ha, esteak. So, Tori, whats been bugging you?
Bugging? Nothing.
You sure? Yes.
How is life in NYC? Its lonely most of the time...but im getting used to it. Is that why you didnt spaz at our surprise??
No, I'm all outta spaz.
Oh. I nod.
I'm almost sorry I went out tonight.
Why?
Because there are wierd people, ghetto people, bad drivers, surprises, angry people, bitches and attitudes. I forgot miami can be so full of drama in an instant. I'm not ready for that, I'm just learning how to say hi.
Do you think its wierd (pass a napkin) no its not wierd. Hey whatever makes you happy.
Yeah, whatever. Bullshit. We laugh and drink more Bud light.
I think about the emptyness I have to go home to, the sink filled with dirty dishes, the empty fridge. I'm tired of scallions 400 ways and turkey cutlets.
I want to tell him the truth. I never do though. Ever. It's ok, because I pour more beer, and everything makes sense again.
Well, I'm glad you are here. Thanks.
How can i look cuter for chrissakes? Ridiculous. I think: bag lady, bag lady.
This mee-dia nochay is tasty, yes? Yes it is. *chew*. I've never been here before. OH, its a pretty sweet place. They still have great food at 2am...
My stomach turns tricks. Im so full though. Yah so am I. I'm going to wrap this up for later. Ok.
I'm going to get to bed okay? Ok. It will be good, I add.
Night.