The baby Rabies
Baby Rabies
(n) the name given to the lapse of sanity in which a person feels that s/he absolutely MUST have a baby in the very near future, and will often go to great lengths to get pregnant and will bitch constantly about wanting a baby in the meantime. Usually happens in women, but men get it occasionally, as well.
Yup I have them. I shouldnt - I really shouldnt - with things being up in the air right now - and I being unemployed - I should not be breeding.
We started sorta trying last december when we ditched the codoms and figured what the hell. In April I started charting and timing - except Matt wasnt cooperating with his side of the deal. In June I told him for every month I dont get preggo I am getting a new animal to cuddle. He started doing his job miraculously!
Nothing. Month after month of my period playing tricks on me (thank you PCOS) right now I am at 44 days - my online charter thing says I am "possibly 7 days late" 2 tests and they couldnt be more negative if I used water :(
I FEEL PMSy - I definitely spent a good portion of today crying, my boobs hurt, I am bloated and crampy :( mostly crampy.
I should NOT want to get preggo at this time... should not should not should not....
Tell my stupid hormones that. So why when in my right brain I say - "yes, it is good to wait, now is not the time" ect ect does my heart go *crush and shatter* every 36 days or so when AF finally decides to make an appearance????
stupid hormones. Stupid heart.
I need a puppy :(
(n) the name given to the lapse of sanity in which a person feels that s/he absolutely MUST have a baby in the very near future, and will often go to great lengths to get pregnant and will bitch constantly about wanting a baby in the meantime. Usually happens in women, but men get it occasionally, as well.
Yup I have them. I shouldnt - I really shouldnt - with things being up in the air right now - and I being unemployed - I should not be breeding.
We started sorta trying last december when we ditched the codoms and figured what the hell. In April I started charting and timing - except Matt wasnt cooperating with his side of the deal. In June I told him for every month I dont get preggo I am getting a new animal to cuddle. He started doing his job miraculously!
Nothing. Month after month of my period playing tricks on me (thank you PCOS) right now I am at 44 days - my online charter thing says I am "possibly 7 days late" 2 tests and they couldnt be more negative if I used water :(
I FEEL PMSy - I definitely spent a good portion of today crying, my boobs hurt, I am bloated and crampy :( mostly crampy.
I should NOT want to get preggo at this time... should not should not should not....
Tell my stupid hormones that. So why when in my right brain I say - "yes, it is good to wait, now is not the time" ect ect does my heart go *crush and shatter* every 36 days or so when AF finally decides to make an appearance????
stupid hormones. Stupid heart.
I need a puppy :(