Sep 10, 2005 15:51
Things will be things, I suppose.
People being home have made me slightly giddy again.
Sometimes simple moments with someone you love can make the biggest difference.
you remind me how it feels to smile.
This fog is thick and foreboding.
I've come to some conclusions lately...
Some of them I dont care for at all. I have yet to decide if it's all subconscious, if in fact, I really DO mean to do this.
Destruction and rebirth.
Listening to songs that remind me of times I cherish more than anything.
This voice tugs at a void.
At something I miss dearly.
But then again I guess no matter how hard you hold on, and how hard you try and try and try...
Everything, at some point, will fade away.
(but never in memory)
I've decided to take a week away.
get on a train.
I dont really care too much where at this point.
Maybe cheyenne WY
maybe canada
I need time to recollect myself
To feel whole.
I'll need it, for the next few months.
And after this is all over (ya know, like in a fucking YEAR)
I'm hopping a train out of here.
who knows where
who cares
I dont.
Anywhere.