enough with the white gloves, say something, i dare you
i am so sick and tired of living this double life, i dont care who sees me for what i am anymore. i am tired of being screwed over every chance i get, im tired of people disrespecting me every chance they get. enough of this shit. im done
i am pissing off about my parents again. why? 1) they are more than likely going to get me stuck with a 15 grand college bill i cant pay, because theyre stupid asses are too damn lazy to file a damn piece of paper that will save me 11 grand. PLUS they suddenly decided that they arent goin to let me live here for free and are telling me to get a second job. how am i supposed to save up money to move out on my own, when im paying them rent too? and besides the point, how am i supposed to get to this second job when i cant even really get to the first one either? i have no fuckin car, people. how am i supposed to get around? i cant! im so mad, i could seriously injury someone, but i wont, because the last thing i need right now is a freakin court case... what should i do? im so mad, i dont know what to do, and a friend of mine said it was my fault?! how? because i wanted to have family loyalty and not avoid them like the plague, like he suggested? because i didnt have anywhere else to go, and thats still my fault? i dont think so! if i would have stayed at danni's, i would have gotten killed, as it was, my life was in danger the last time i was over there, i about got raped and killed by his ex crack dealer roommates! what the hell am i supposed to do? i dont know what to do and where to go, i got nothing and im just so mad, im actually on the brink of crying. why do these things always happen to me? what did i do? is god mad at me for l***** my v******** and s****** p**? ugh!!
i am pissing off about my parents again. why? 1) they are more than likely going to get me stuck with a 15 grand college bill i cant pay, because theyre stupid asses are too damn lazy to file a damn piece of paper that will save me 11 grand. PLUS they suddenly decided that they arent goin to let me live here for free and are telling me to get a second job. how am i supposed to save up money to move out on my own, when im paying them rent too? and besides the point, how am i supposed to get to this second job when i cant even really get to the first one either? i have no fuckin car, people. how am i supposed to get around? i cant! im so mad, i could seriously injury someone, but i wont, because the last thing i need right now is a freakin court case... what should i do? im so mad, i dont know what to do, and a friend of mine said it was my fault?! how? because i wanted to have family loyalty and not avoid them like the plague, like he suggested? because i didnt have anywhere else to go, and thats still my fault? i dont think so! if i would have stayed at danni's, i would have gotten killed, as it was, my life was in danger the last time i was over there, i about got raped and killed by his ex crack dealer roommates! what the hell am i supposed to do? i dont know what to do and where to go, i got nothing and im just so mad, im actually on the brink of crying. why do these things always happen to me? what did i do? is god mad at me for l***** my v******** and s****** p**? ugh!!