Sep 09, 2011 11:52
Yay its finally friday :) I'm not broke anymore! yay! And I'm not broke :) Thats a plus too haha.
Today should be a good day I hopes. I got to sleep in for once! And Then I have to take my brother to class, then im going to see my baaaabbyyyyy, and Alyssa :) And then im going to work.
And THeenn my favorite person in the world is picking me up, and we're going to Necto for pride night. And This girl is going to get her dance on, maybe have a drink, and have a good time. Thats whats about to go down. Not only am I excited to seeee my FB but we haven't been dancing in awhile. We use to go alll the time, but we kinda cut back on that this summer. So it'll be cool.
Funny how I was gonna wear something pretty and colorful, cuz it's pride night, and then it ends up being a Black party night haha go figure, but its not like I dont have enough black to find something to wear ;)
Im actually in a pretty good mood this morning :) That's exciting. I hope I can keep it up, I need to try to bring back the brighter Erin..I overwhelm her a little sometimes and its hard for her to bring herself out.
Things in life are okay, and I need to try to stay positive.
My worst fears were not confirmed, and Nathan didn't have any bad reactions to the truth of my feelings, and we're still friends! haha He actually didn't say much about it. I on the other hand rambled on forever..but I do that, I think its how I deal.
So random though, last night I had the craziest dream....in my dream I had a baby...and I remember being so overwhelmed with love for this baby, and carrying him around...but then in part of my dream I like..kept leaving him in the crib and forgetting to take care of him..and I remember in my dream being confused about having a baby and being pregnant because I didnt remember being pregnant, and I was confused as to why my boobs weren't bigger and producing milk, but I had this baby. And he was abnormally long lol It was weird...I want a baby :( not yet of course, but sommmmeday I'm gonna make me some pretty babies.
Just a weird dream, and a weird feeling...especially given that I still havent had my period >.>
I need to go to da doctors! Ah! Why do I keep forgetting about that?
Well its time to get going, Hopefully next entry I can go over all the awesome things that happened today :)