Not enough problems, and that's good for once

Aug 04, 2005 16:42

So as many of you might know, I am leaving for the next few months. In the total, it wil be five months. As my friend Alex likes to Joke, I'll be gone to december, I'll be gone to december. During the last few days though< i've been thinking. Why am I leaving, and what am I leaving. These are hard cards to play in life. Part of which I start to think of a certain girl in my life. I've known her for a while.
Usually we piss each other off with our constant phone tag, but it's whenever that i hear her voice that I just start to fall in love with her again. To all of you guys that really know me, It's not japhia. it might be the fact that I am lonely that I am going to be gone so long. maybe I am looking for something to latch on to, so that I might have a reason to come back later. There seems to be a lot of things at hand. Either way, there doesn't seem to be much room around it, it's official, I am leaving next week, and I will be gone for a long time. There have been many times where I told people that I might not come back, but in this one situation, I really don't have a choice, I really may not be coming back for a.... well maybe forever. I hate living in Chicago. This city sucks.
Tori
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